tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30356642444627614902024-03-12T21:57:36.521-07:00Lyanaqilah'sNur Liyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02649900784824409770noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3035664244462761490.post-22774917019919727062017-05-02T10:53:00.002-07:002017-05-02T11:01:54.083-07:00Gardening & Patiency<div style="text-align: center;">
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Assalamualaikum </div>
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Hi everyone, it has been a very long time since the last time I wrote and i'm pretty sure my last post came up around 1 year ago. Lol imagine if this blog is my child, i'm sure he/she are already big now and almost can walk or talk (really?) and cringing over their mummy who neglected them *facepalm*.</div>
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I'm on my semester's break now for one month and a half and i've already been at home for a fortnight I guess? Yep, unemployed hehe but I could sum up that I work for my parents for now. In other words i'm being their part time personal assistant (i'm awkward to say this out tbh) and do their meeting's minute, this and that letter and so on and also had to follow them wherever they go (they have a quite pack schedules somehow). Despite that, I get to learn lot of new things! I can't help but feeling proud with myself as I managed to learn to do a certificate hehe pardon me, self-apreciation let's say it. Ugh by the way i'm having a sudden headache to think that my 4th semester result are coming out tomorrow like heol that was too close and too quick?? Man, I did quite bad for the past sems. I can't really predict what's coming up for me but let's just pray for the best, Allahu.</div>
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Ahh no no i'm not gonna talk about it now, let's crash into my main point.</div>
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My mum love to do gardening a lot ever since i'm in the kindergaten and I could still clearly remember my dad used to build a wooden 3-tier rack for my mum to place her flower pots (it is so pretty and i'm in love with his effort). Before this, my mum used to plant many kind of flower and all of her plant grew well (the pokok are so <i>kembang</i> and everything looking so fresh) and people always told her that she has a cold hand (old's people saying). </div>
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Recently earlier on this year, we just finished with our house renovating and my mum had to move all the plant to other place but she decided to give them out to our neighbour. Naw she's kinda sad at first but she started all over again her hobby but no more flowery plants, now plants that produce goods!! </div>
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Alhamdulillah she already has various kind of plants for now such as<i> pokok daun kunyit, daun pandan, pokok limau purut, pokok limau kasturi</i> and <i>daun kecur</i>. I'm happy everytime I saw the outcome *heart eyes emoji* the <i>buah limau</i> grew up well, and its also easier for her to cook when everytime she's in need of one of those, she could just <i>sarung</i> her <i>tudung </i>and get it over the fence. She also told our neighbour if they are in need, just take whatever they need and no need to inform her each time (my heart).</div>
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Last evening, I went to the nursery with my mum to accompany her looking for a new vase and soil. She wandered around and thinking of getting a new plant so she decided to bought the <i>pokok limau nipis</i>. I was at the point which i'm totally lost wHY GOT SO MANY TYPES OF POKOK LIMAU THAT WE HAD TO KNOW? LIMAU THIS LIMAU THAT?? Man, I didn't know that the round (quite big la) vase are just RM 11.60 and the soil are just RM 2 each bag? (That's how I suddenly start day-dreaming to have my own mini garden when i'm married and have my own house -<i>hehe hi sayang</i>) I ask my mum if we had any chance to add another plants, so I ask her those plants with label that I saw around me "can we have the <i>pokok oren? Pokok jambu? Pokok durian?</i>" lmao I sound so dumb why would we plant such huge trees. My mum come up with a brilliant idea that I felt the most excited at the time and that's how we end up buying pokok cili as well!!</div>
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So we started the planting at around 9 p.m after comeback from dinner. Yes my mum prefer to do it at night as nobody are seeing us she said and I add that doing this at night are nicer as the atmosphere are less hot than during the day (enough with me being hot myself *fliphairs*).</div>
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I gotta tell you, gardening did required lot of patience. Not only during waiting for the outcomes but when we do the planting as well. You need to do it gently so you wouldn't affect the plant and ruined it. That's what I learned today as we are moving the <i>pokok ubi</i> to another vase and I just can't hold any longer because it got stucked in the soils so I kinda pull it so hard that my mum goes <i>"Ya Allah adik jangan rosak pokok ibu oi alamak!!"</i> and she quickly take em away from my hands. I blinked my eyes couples of times and i'm worried if I really did ruined it but she start lecturing me and tell me how we should be good to plants and do it gently not as just how you pleased.</div>
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Lots of respect for all mothers and everyone who do gardening out there! I hope our plants will grew nicely and pay all the sweat and hardwork, aminn.</div>
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Here's a peek of my mum's pokok limau kasturi ;-)</div>
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<i>From left ; daun pandan, limau kasturi, limau purut, pokok daun kunyit (which already wilt but don't worry ibu already cut it out now) and featuring a slight look of pokok daun kecur</i></div>
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It do looks good isn't it?! Now I can't wait for my pokok cili to roses <3 hehe thank you for reading everyone, I just miss to write so much so i'm deeply sorry for the freaking long and bore post. I hope you have a nice day ahead. Be strong in whatever you are facing and please know, Allah is always with you, with us. Much love from me.</div>
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Nur Liyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02649900784824409770noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3035664244462761490.post-77624831856429575732016-02-11T07:51:00.000-08:002016-02-11T08:17:37.742-08:00Productive Weekend<div style="text-align: center;">
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Wassup everybody!! How's your mid-sems break? I know one week are not enough, like what to do in this one week that passed in a blink of eyes but bersyukur lahhh.</div>
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Finally guys I get to write a new post yeay with the help of home's wifi (home's wifi are always the best) (at its best). </div>
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Let's get back on the track, i'm writing this post to share my experiences with my friends regarding our trip to Tanjung Tuan during Thaipusam's break a couple of weeks before, hurey!</div>
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Our Saturday went off like normal teenagers out there, renting car, went to Palm Mall, Seremban for food & food and cinema. We watch a Thailand's movie, Senior which is unexpectedly came out amazing and fun! Actually we didn't plan to watch movie at all so we decided at the freaking last minute infront the cashier. Luckily the 12 ringgit are well spent, really worth it.</div>
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And here comes the main story, early in the Sunday morning we went to Tanjung Tuan by motorcycle (i'm not riding of course). The journey from their house to the destination took about 10-15 minutes if i'm not mistaken? And after a few minutes spending my termenung time fighting with the fresh air during the journey (it's early in the morning and my mata are still, very bengkak!) finally we reached there tadaa!</div>
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Fees are just RM 1/entry for each person. So before we went up, we did a lil warming up so our body wouldn't be shocked (like how my mental are shocked how I woke up very early) (still cannot move on that I woke up very early on Sunday's morning). The track up to Tanjung Tuan's lighthouse aren't that extreme because it was covered with tar, just like a normal jogging track but the different are it is not flat. </div>
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When we reach the lighthouse's, we take the route down to the beach and starting from here the track are getting more extreme than before (mentally & physically challenging) because it its consist of wide stairs (insert laughing with tears emoji).<br />
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Tadaa, we successfully reached the beach and the scenery is so breath-taking (heart eyes emoji)! Sadly I didn't take a lot of picture here, well memories in mind are the best isn't it (sedapkan hati gais).</div>
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No filter at all, see! SubhanAllah what a beatiful creation of Your's! </div>
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We went home for a few min break, and went out again for free pool bathing! Eheheh.</div>
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I think that's all for this post. Hehehe so what about your weekend? Let's all together change towards a better youth for our country, and for the future. Heading towards a better and healthy life-style!!</div>
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(wake up at 10 the next morning, and still eating fast food until now)</div>
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This girl are exaggerating so much, ugh.</div>
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Have a nice day ahead everyone, good luck in whatever you are doing. Assalamualaikum!</div>
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<i><span style="font-size: x-small;">Much love, xoxo ehehe</span></i></div>
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Nur Liyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02649900784824409770noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3035664244462761490.post-38014996592742199142015-11-16T21:09:00.000-08:002016-02-11T08:18:01.415-08:00New Life<div style="text-align: center;">
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Hello peeps.<br />
Whatcha doin'?<br />
How's life, after what you have been through after this almost-whole year, 2015?<br />
If you are having a shitty year, be tough.<br />
That's what made us guys, that's life. Like the typical saying, sometimes you're up and sometimes you're at the bottom and at the end, everyone could feel it too.<br />
So sit back, buckle up and relax.<br />
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Scratch that, let's get straight to the point.<br />
So hello everyone! I think it has been awhile since the last time I updated my blog. Actually my last post is not the few years ago, I did post one or two before but I decide to hide em hiks don't ask me why eleh like none of you haven't been through the growing phase huh?<br />
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Apparently this post with the title new life is about me furthering my studies (for the first time being away like very far from my parents for a very long term) (nope big girls don't cry) at Politeknik Port Dickson, Negeri Sembilan. I'm doing Diploma in Mechanical Engineering and about to start my second sems in a week.<br />
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Alhamdulillah everything went well for now. Despite how bad the dilemma I faced before, its kinda worth it. My spm's result are not that good, i'm even dissapointed with myself. Sorry I had to write the truth but that's what I feel, I don't know how to face my parents and family. Mine even worst than both of my sisters.<br />
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I'm moving on by registering pra-universiti (form 6) at my old school. I managed to be in the same school with my bestfriend again yeay (after she leave me for good for two years, nah dang u sehebat). Let the past be bygone, I kinda love my new family. 6R Al-Farabi, meeting new friends are fun. I'm taking sastera class, which got 4 main subjects (ekonomi, pengajian am, ict & geografi) since I really love geografi like to the moon and back so don't raise your eyebrows wondering why on earth I pick that class because geografi > sejarah.<br />
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That evening, its kinda rainy like heavily rainy out there. I just came back from school and still in my baju kurung when I received the text. At first I was like nah let just take a look into the web and forget bout this, let's go to sleep. But my jaw dropped the moment I saw the course written in the surat tawaran. Tears streaming down my cheek as heavily as the rain out there. And that's how I face the biggest dilemma ever in my life (after choosing between sleep or wifi). It takes me weeks to finally open my heart and accept poly. My parents keep telling me whatever my decisions is, they will be just fine. But actually I could sense that they secretly want me to go there *smirk.<br />
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15 June 2015, the day everything changed.<br />
The four day of MSK (Minggu Suai Kenal) kinda stressing me out you couldn't lie this i'm asking you which orientation week would give you a break?? But dear junior, don't give up because of MSK. Despite how tired you are because of the pack schedule, it wouldn't last long. Daily class day wouldn't be that bad, nehi. MSK also make me feel less homesick because everytime I went back to my room all I could think of is bed, shower and bed. Friendly reminder right here, don't you sleep during ceramah or you will missed loads of things (eheh gurl talking like didnt sleep ha u?)<br />
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I thought this post supposed to be me sharing abt my new life? Thats a one hella long introduction I see?<br />
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During MSK, don't bother abt making new friends especially with the opposite gender with you because (lol me) soon you gotta memorized a lots of faces and names, including subject's codes and lecturer's name. Class's first meeting with PA (Penasihat Akademik) is the thing you shouldn't miss. And what's the first thing you should do after your class's whatsapp group chat are created? Stalk every contact in there!!! Lol pardon me. Don't dissapointed ya if the one you attracted the most are taken (laughing with tears).<br />
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Don't take class easy guys, you don't. Life is not like how we used to be in school before. Don't skip class unless you are deathly ill. Abt friends, this is the biggest deal. Be wise in choosing friends and I remind you, DO NOT TRUST PEOPLE EASILY. I had enough with all this. Mentally and emotionally hurt, why? Not because of studies, but because of people. It could take us a lot of patience to deal with new friends with freaking different attitude. I'm not saying that you shouldn't be friend with anyone, but just don't be too kind. Especially girls, please noted that our heart are fragiles. So please, handle em with care.<br />
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For muslims, don't leave your prayers okay? Wherever you are, remember our kewajipan. If you have some free time after each prayer, why not you spent some time reading a page or two of Quran? Take it as a food to our soul, our empty soul.<br />
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Hmm I think up till now, thats what I had for today. I couldn't think of any important things anymore. A big salute to each of you who (im not sure rela or not) finished reading this. I just wanna share my experience so if you think this post doesn't bring any good for you, nah forgive me for that.<br />
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For new intakes sesi Dis 2015, i'm happily welcoming all of you to Politeknik Port Dickson *throw confetti*. </div>
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Have a nice day ahead everyone, assalamualaikum!</div>
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Nur Liyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02649900784824409770noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3035664244462761490.post-91443115902694050502012-03-15T10:49:00.001-07:002013-12-08T12:09:57.709-08:00My Love ♥<div style="text-align: center;">Assalamualaikum :)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Hi sayang. Lamanya tak update. Hmm seriously, unstable mood. I hate da February. Maybe some of you already knows the reason right huh?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I miss my sister :/ a lot. I wanna meet her, again. Teringat last keluar masa CNY. Baiknya dia, layan semua kehendak adik-adik dia. Even cuma dua orang adik dia, tapi dia tetap layan kitaorang. Even she is tired, and tengah 'pokai'.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">My birthday last year, she gave me, a broadband and a birthday card wish from Najwa Latiff. Ya Allah. Hanya tuhan saja yang tahu, gembiranya hati masatu. I cried front of her. So excited! Dia cakap "Qila, akak bagi ni je boleh? Nanti kita pergi cari hadiah ea?" tapi saya tak kisah pun sebenarnya. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Masatu keluar berdua, dalam kereta dekat traffic light. She ask me, apa target untuk PMR 2012? I said, maybe at least 6A 2B. Dia cakap, kalau Qila boleh dapat 6A ke atas without C, dia nak belikan Qila gitar. Ya Allah!! Dia berikan Qila semangat, untuk berusaha lebih keras tahun ni. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #cc0000;">4hb February, Sabtu </span>: Pagi tu Qila bangun, tengok jam around 11 a.m. Akak tak sampai lagi. Oh lambat kot. Biasanya dia balik hari Jumaat malam Sabtu. Tapi haritu dia tidur rumah kawan, so balik esok paginya. Dia tinggal dengan makcik, dekat Taman Kemas. As usual lh kan, bangun mandi semua. Tengah baca paper, tiba-tiba ada kereta peronda polis depan rumah. Me is le calling for my mum. Ibu keluar, Qila diri balik pintu je. Ya Allah, dup dap jantung ni. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Polis tu datang, beritahu akak accident. Ya Allah. Rasa lemah lutut, rasa nak gugur jantung. Ibu masuk rumah, terduduk menangis. Qila terus amik phone call ayah. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Sampai hospital around 12 tengah hari. Terus lari pergi emergerncy ward. Ibu ayah masuk dulu, Qila duduk luar. Ya Allah, jangan apa-apakan akak! Akak, you will be safe! Ibu keluar menangis, tak mampu berjalan, ayah papah. Ayah cakap innalillah, dah kehendak Allah. Astaghfirullahalazim.... Rasa mcm salah dengar. Terus peluk ibu. Dalam hati masa tu berharap sangat semua ni tak betul. Akak masih boleh diselamatkan kn?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Doktor panggil ayah, doktor cakap kritikal. 50-50. Alhamdulillah, lega sedikt hati. Tapi perasaan bercampur-baur masatu. Sangat risau!! Qila tak sanggup nk pergi menghadap akak, tapi kuatkn jugak. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Lama-lama, perkarangan hospital penuh dgn family-family kitaorang, kenalan-kenalan ayah dgn ibu. Kak Aina dkt Terengganu, ada archery. Dapat call dia terus amik bus.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Ibu setia duduk temankn akak. Ibu usap akak, bacakan yaasin untuk akak. Ibu ckp dgn akak, ibu dh maafkn akak semua. Lepastu airmata akak mengalir. Ya Allah, dia dalam koma masatu. But she still hear us! Dalam pukul 2, doktor suruh ibu ayah keluar. Dia nak buat check-up lagi sekali. SubhanAllah. Berikan akak peluang kedua ya Allah, selamatkan akak. Akak, you are strong!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Lepastu doktor panggil ibu ayah masuk. Kami diluar semuanya menanti keputusan yg positif. Pintu sedikit terbukak. Qila taknak tengok kalau boleh. Sebab dari respond ibu, Qila tahu apa keputusannya. Akhirnya, Qila nampak ibu terduduk. Astaghfirullahalazim.... Ayah papah ibu keluar. Qila tau apa maksud tu. Nak kan kepastian, Qila tanya ayah betul-betul.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Innalillahwainnalillahhirajiun... Akak betul-betul dh tinggalkn kami semua. Akak dh kembali ke rahmatullah pada jam 2.10 petang. Terasa seperti bermimpi, tetapi ini semua realiti. Beratnya hati nk terima kenyataan. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Kak Aina tak sempat tengok jenazah, sebab bas dia rosak dekat Rompin. Ya Allah, apalh dugaan?! Tapi Kak Aina cakap dengan ibu, dia redha, dia sanggup. Dia dh terima. Dia ckp kebumikan je, tak perlu tunggu dia.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #6aa84f;">Akak, suasana sayu sangat. Orang yg datang, masyaAllah, ramainya...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #38761d;">Akak, adik cium dahi akak lima kali. Sejuknya.. Adik mcm taknak lepaskan.</span>.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #274e13;">Akak, sepanjang perjalanan nak ke tanah perkuburan, jalan lengang je depan van. Tapi yg follow, ramai sangat!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Sampai di tanah perkuburan, adik cium dahi akak buat kali terakhir. Orang angkat jenazah akak, untuk dikebumikan. Adik mcm tak sanggup. Tapi ayah cakap, kita kena redha, terima ketentuan Allah. Disisi Qila ada ibu dengan Faa. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Talkin dibacakan. Air disiramkan, bunga ditaburkan. Terasa berat hati nak tinggalkan akak.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Sedekahkan al-fatihah buat almarhumah <a href="http://nadzirah-aqilah.blogspot.com/" target="_blank"><span style="color: #741b47;">Nur Khairunnisa binti Hj Sukarti</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">18 April 1988 - 04 Februari 2012</div><div style="text-align: center;">Akak, we will be missing you :') </div><div style="text-align: center;">♥<br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-R6o46hutQsU/T2JBnJCDPlI/AAAAAAAAAUw/uD0DV-PnwLY/s1600/199_4299.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="239" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-R6o46hutQsU/T2JBnJCDPlI/AAAAAAAAAUw/uD0DV-PnwLY/s320/199_4299.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">*she is in the middle. The left is Kak Aina and the right is me :')</div><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">Assalamualaikum ;')</div>Nur Liyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02649900784824409770noreply@blogger.com8